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From Claire, Age 19

Ht. 5'4", Start: 210 lb, Today: 175 lb, Goal: 140 lb - So...Slimfast is too expensive so I'm just going give that up. I can't afford to buy cans every week. ---Anyway...ughh this is so hard...my weight keeps flunctuating from 175-178...I know I'm screwing around with my body and maybe thats why it's doing that. I don't know what to do anymoree. I hate the girls on TV. I hate the girls in the magazines. I hate peoplee who think just because they are skinny, they can take over the world. But I want to be that person. I Don't know. I just feel like I've lost the drive that I had when I first started...when I first got to 159...I gave up and shot back up again and as god as my witness I will NEVER be 210 lbs again! EVER! ok I'm done. Oh, p.s --a question. So I heard that its good to exercise right after you eat because you burns the cals and also some girl I know said she does it and she drops weight like crazy. Let me know guys, please. I'm desperatee here and sad too. Very, very sad. :(