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From aimee, Age 13

Ht. 5'5", Start: 184 lb, Today: 184 lb, Goal: 125 lb - hey everyone, i was just wondering a few things that have been on my mind. 1. i'm kinda embarssed to say this but, i weigh more than my mom. i don't mean just a few pounds, more like 20 ish pounds. its really odd for me. i was wondering if anyone eles was in the same boat, weighing more than one or both of your parents or your older siblings ? 2. i was also wondering if anyone is sad about their weight and how they look all the time. i mean all the time. like i'm sad about how i look and weight probably 70% of the time, but sometimes i like to just forget that i weight what i do, and look how i look, and just feel okay. does anyone eles feel that way? 3. i start high school next year, and i really want to be on the volley ball team, and there uniforms are wicked tight. i don't know why, but they are and i don't want to be embarssed, plus i want to go to high school feeling good about my self, cause i'm sure i'll have enough things to worry about, much less losing weight. i'm just stuck. i know i should do this and do that, but i just don't have any modavation, to exercise or eat better, plus trick or treat is only a month away, and i'm really nervous of putting on some pounds then. anyone eles feel this way?