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From Amanda, Age 20

Ht. 5'8", Start: 225 lb, Today: 165 lb, Goal: 160 lb - okay, im getting reaaally annoyed with myself lately. i dont understand whats happening. im assuming its because im about to get my period, so im hungry all the fricken time... but honestly its aggravating! I do well for 2-3 days, then i have a night (like last night) where i lose my mind and go crazy! I worked a night shift, so i worked 5pm til 3am... i had eaten supper at 7pm at work, and then by 4 am i was pigging out! a little snack before bed would have been nice but no, i had to have two bowls of my moms pasta salad, a penut butter and jam sandwich, and a leftover sausage (without the bun). like i understand that i hadnt eaten in 9 hours but i just couldnt stop eating. thats it though. i cant afford any more screwups if i want to lose another 5-6 pounds by july 25th. Today im going crazy with the green tea, and bringing veggies and sugar free jello and fruit to work to eat. i usually eat a personal veggie for dinner on my weekend closing shifts (i work at a pizza place call centre) but since i screwed up lastnight im not allowing myself to have it. it doesnt bother me though. I just hope i can get back in the game... my weight is up at around 168 right now but thats because im due for that time of the month in a few days.... if i gained 1 pound thats okay, i wont freak. i still have 7 weeks to go until i go to that wedding... so that'll hopefully give me enough time to lose another 5-6 pounds. wish me luck guys, i need it right now :(