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From lisa, Age 15

Ht. 5'8", Start: 272 lb, Today: 215 lb, Goal: 125 lb - So today my mom says Im gaining my weight back.I think im about 225 right now,I dont want to check though.I've been eating whatever,whenever,for the last month or two.Im ruining all my hard work.I just dont know what to do.I dont have any exercise machines,so I tried to do what I could,and I did 100 situps a day.Well it hurt alot,obviously,but I went through it anyways.But by the end of the week I found something new.A butt bone,or atleast thats what I think it is.It hurt soo bad to sit down,and when I tried to do a situp,I wanted to cry.Well there went that.Then I tried running.I rsn for an hour and it was pretty different.I kinda liked the feeling that I was improving myself even though I was tired.But my mom wont let me do that anymore cause she said its too dangerous because no one will stay with me and I might get hurt.Im also not aloud to run in my neighborhood cause thats dangerous too(yeah I have one of those kind of moms).So idk what to do.I also hate to let you know,but when you lose weight you lose your butt and boobs.I was a full c going into a d and now I cant fill my c cup.I also have no butt,or what is described as a "diaper butt" where you have a big butt on top then it goes in.And I break out all the time now that im eating alot again,but that happened when I ate healthy too.Im so hurt and confused.I hate being the odd one out.I hate not having a boyfriend,and just sitting there being the "just friends" girl.Thanks for reading and please write back<33