Message Replying To

From Jessica, Age 15

Ht. 5'4", Start: 197 lb, Today: 192 lb, Goal: 130 lb - Doesn't it suck to be overweight? I feel so self contious when i am trying on clothes. This year it was so hard for me to find clothes that i felt bad about myself especially because i have been trying to lose weight. I do situps everyday and go for a walk and i've only lost 5 pounds in 3 weeks. I have been chubby since like the third grade and i hate it. Especially because i'm trying to lose weight but its not working.My friends and I are always joking about my weight. It doesn't really bug me all of the time but sometimes when i'm feeling really bad about myself i find it really annoying. Also, I just gotta say, don't you just hate it when skinny people say that they're fat? I do! it drives me crazy. My best friend thinks she's chubby when she can shop pretty much anywhere just as long as she likes what is there. She's like 90 pounds.It frusterates me when she says she's fat.<"span class="bbBold">Living life at 192 pounds is really hard. Especially when it comes to exercising and p.e. I hate running in P.e because i know i need the exercise but that doesn't mean i want everyone to stare at me while i run the mile. I just feel so guilty sometimes after i eat something really sugary because i love food, i just hate being overweight.You know what i mean?P.s i am the same person that posted something before i just needed to fix how much i weigh cuz i weighed myself.