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From Amy, Age 16

Ht. 5'3", Start: 134 lb, Today: 292 lb, Goal: 130 lb - Ugh. I'm going in the wrong direction. My Mom sat me down and had a talk with me about my weight. I've put on some more weight since I last posted. I still dont really want to lose weight, but my Mom says its getting out of control. With the way I've been putting on weight, I'm going to break 300 lbs in no time. Ive never gotten this heavy before. The only pants i can wear anymore are my sweat pants. I can button on pair of jeans but barely and my stomach hangs out over them. I used to be able to tuck my stomach into my jeans, now I can barely fasten them beneath my stomach. I don't know what happened! I need to try to start losing weight, but I have no willpower. Once I start eating I just keep going even once I start feeling sick! I have a boyfriend and the most embarrassing thing happened. My bf went to put his arms around my waist from behind, and he couldnt reach all the way around me! my shirt was riding up and he ended up touching my belly which is all fat and I could tell he was grossed out. Even though I know I should start eating better and exercising I just sit and eat food all day and I cant stop. I still dont mind being big like this, but I guess I'm kind of nervous about weighing almost 300 pounds...