Message Replying To

From Jessica, Age 16

Ht. 5'3", Start: 162 lb, Today: 160 lb, Goal: 104 lb - When kids tell them we don't want to play with you because you are to fat, thoses kids-teens are just being mean they aren't worth it I found real friends through chruch and my home school teen group! they don't leave me out, because I am fat and my Aspbugers I know what it is like to be left out of things It hurt that pre-teen Jessica really much, I wasn't intavted to many parites either I want you teens and preteens girls your not alone in this , finding or having real friends is important thoses kids and teens are just being mean ... I always ask someone is it worth hurting someone's feeelings? to me it not worth it hurting someone's feelings, so find real frineds..Thoses are fake friends .. I grew having that.. Cause I was SPeical Ed.. They didn't like me at all really much, I was basicly the forgotten girl or left beheind I used to hate myself I used to think I was ugly.. My friend James knows I can do this!! he told he will supries me when I reach 120 lb!! I love him so much!! I am 16)1)2 years old. He turned 17 in January!! 2012 this year!! he will hug when I am depressed when I am crying having horrible meories of boys picking on me.. James will come up to me and give me a hug!! I want to be 135 or 130 by the BBQ!!!! I want to really work hard at my weight loss this time! I wrote letters to him. Through email,