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From Sabrina, Age 13

Ht. 5'4", Start: 150 lb, Today: 137 lb, Goal: 125 lb - Hey guys... So ive been thinkin alot lately... im going to enjoy this summer, but im devoted to becomin` 125lbs, then maybe 115... right now i have to lose 12 pounds.... from the day after we get out of school which is Sat. June 2 im doing that one exercise vid. i was suppost to do awhile ago... And i have to say this i dont know why, but i do cut myself... its not for any reason concerning my look... it is just a bunch of stuff built up.... i dont do it often, only when things get bad...i do it instead of punching walls, screaming, or even crying... it doesn`t hurt, it just reminds me that im reality... some people take deep breaths others cry... its no big deal or whatever, i just had to tell yall that... i felt as if it were a secret... Anyway... over the summer im going to drop 2 pants sizes going from a 5 to a 3 i started in aug.at a size 10 btw. im gauging my ears- again, re-pericing my cartilage, and im getting a new wardrobe, and a new attitude... im also gonna get a Jasmine by takamine guitar and learn how to play it... its gonna be awesome... idk if ima goin on vacation or not, but i do pan on seeing Michael after this thursday! OOOOH i didnt tell u guys!! Thursday is the stock market party and Michael is probally coming! =D i still have a crush on him but i like Brenden alot... next year when im in 8th grade i think i might ask him out! ;) and i have a new addtion to my art passion list, i now love charcoal! i used i for the first time on friday, it is alot of fun, and i love the feel to it! well im going to go read now but leave a comment or whatever below if ya need to talk or whatever, if not peace! wish me luck!<3 byeee!::D i miss him...<3 xoxoxoxo