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From Angel, Age 17

Ht. 5'6", Start: 340 lb, Today: 340 lb, Goal: 180 lb - Hello. I'm new to this site. It's 11:16 PM on a school night and like always, I'm thinking about how I want to change my weight. It's absolutely ridiculous for a seventeen year old to look like I do. All my friends are shorter and WAY skinnier than me. How can I look the least bit attractive when I look huge compared to whoever I'm around? I'm tired of living like this. I eat, honestly, because I'm bored, or to satisfy cravings. I don't drink soda or juice, but being the "country girl" I am, I drink lots & lots of sugary sweet tea. I also drink a lot of water. But I'm not changing & only getting pounds larger since I was about 7. I've always wanted to be that cute country girl that every guy wants. Living in the city, but also having a house in the country, there's not many down-to-earth country girls around here. I have the personality and the love for all things outdoorsy. I love horses, hunting and especially riding fourwheelers. I'm head over heals for trucks & mudding. But I'm extremely fat and have nobody to enjoy these things with. I just want a country boy. I want to RIDE horses, not just stand with them. I need to change. Now. Before it's too late. IF anyone has any stories or advice or HELP email me! I wanna hear you! angelstl@yahoo.com