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From Jessica, Age 17

Ht. 5'3", Start: 162 lb, Today: 171 lb, Goal: 120 lb - I hadn't posted in a while now! sorry guys I was in a lot of stress from being bullied and harrashed on the chatroom that place is full of fat lovers ughh none of them were being kicked off I read the rules nobdoy w'd listen to me, I was called awful names on there I was called faty, gay, loser, your a loser, u shouldn't be on here I wasn't being respected on there anymore the people who really liked me on there who wanted to lose weight weren't there anymore I missed Maddie!! a lot! I was having depression after a while I was getting very moody angy, not wanting to talk to people anymore I had the uege to cut myself it was just horrible I had the urge to make myself throw up or not eat at all forever, I had people tell me go kill youself my friend Justine was getting mad at them she tried her best to protect me and herself, she had toruble too!! now since I left the chatroom I feel better I w'd rhater use the old version if was there still cause it was parent cantronled at times it should be cnatroled by parents or garideans,, there are people on there that won't respect anyone who wants to lose weight. .. I lost a whole size in my riding pants I was a size 38 womens or Juniours 2XL, I was off the chart but now I am on the chart!! I cried with tears in my eyes with happiness can't wait to lose another half an inch!!! I hated that size anyway, 33 or 32 then 30!!! . that wasn't easy by April hopefuly I ll be a size 32 or smaller!!! 32 is a ML 30 S)M.. !!! I am almost a size SM in my belts!!! can't for that!! Juniours M is 120 or 115 a size S 114 or 110 lbs!!! yes my ht is five foot two in a queater I look it up somewhere 104-132 lbs since I am pettie I should aim 104 lbs, I forogt I once weighed 175 lbs at my heavest, I can't to get down to 150's or 140's 140 lbs ready or not here I come!! I did skateborading on Monday for 5 hours!! that was my my own time of gym!!! .. I liked it a lot!! just watch out for rough guys... ... I hope to lose enought weight I can wear s M or S!! Jessica17.