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From Fatchild from Tx, Age 13

I weigh 237 pounds and I hate myself! Everyone (including my parents) think I don't care about my body because if I did I would be excercising and Involved in sports. I don't want to be lonely and fat forever. I want to go to the prom and dress in cute things from the gap and 579 but I can't! All of my friends are so beautiful and fit. They make me sick sometimes complaining how they are sooo fat. Most of them weigh within the range of 98-140 lbs. I'm so ashamed of being 100lbs fatter than them that I just smile and listen to them complain about their 'fat' bodies. I do want to change, but I can't. I honestly try to excercise but I never stick to it. I would love to be on a sports team but I am always last to finish laps and everyone roots me on saying"come on , you can do it" and "your doin wonderful girl" Lies! All lies. It's like they sympathize for me being fat. It's embarassing. I'm in the 97th percentile of 13 year old girls my age. Oh don't get me started with sports! I have big boobs so they jiggle everytime I run so guys make mean commments and girls act like I'm trying to flaunt my burdensome breasts. All these old 30 year old men check me out no 14 or 16 year olds. Wanna know why? Iam fat! i hate myself I might as well die.