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From matt, Age 19

hey guys and gals i am 19 and have battled my weight for years just recently i lost alot of weight i was 288lbs. and i went down to 220 i lost 68 lbs. and i WAS then last year i had a psychohsis breakdown for 4 months and i had to go to the hospital and i gained preety much all the weight back i have had people tease me because i could not run or play like other kids my grandparents were the worst the tell me all the time that i am fat and i need to lose weight but i do not live with them i live with my parents the doctor said the reason i eat so much is becuase of my nervous system but my grandparents do not seem to care they love me very much but they say things like "if you do not slow down you will die of a heart attack" or "i already have heart troble you don't want it so slow down on your eating" i do not know how to handle their remars i just shrug them off but they really hurt coming from my family my mom and dad are very loving towards me and so are my grandparents but they do not show it real well they need to love me for who i am not who they want me to be does any one out therte have any information if so reply or E-mail at fljmb82@cs.com thanks and hang in there everybody matt