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From Ana, Age 16

Sup Y'all, anywayz, im struggling w/ my weight. My goal is to lose 15 lbs. But i can't help but eat---alot. I don't eat junk food, no soda or juice just water, no heavy meats, no candy, no pizza.etc.. I eat ALOT of that special K cereal and alot of bread and skinless chicken and had two small bags of animal crackers which was 400 kals alone, thats what i ate today, and i feel sooo guilty, like i just sabatoged my whole weight lose plan. Im worried about the way im going, no body talks to me about this kinda of stuff, you know...body image, dieting, etc, and im afraid that ill eventually end up w/ an eating disorder, im find myself longing to be superthin and sometimes be a size 1. I eat so much everyday, like what i typed above, and i feel sooo guilty, although i know guilt doesn't do any good, this guilt cause me to want to do something drastic, like take laxatives, throw up, or starve myself the next day. I just need someone to talk about this right now, it would really help.