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From Jainie, Age 14

Ht. 5'2", Today: 150 lb - Hey evryone I have a Question and a problem---well i'm 14 and way round 150 which isnt that bad BUT i'm only 5"2- I wear a size 12/14 and i'd really love to just get down to a size 9 or 10. I've gone on tons ofdiets w/ my overweight mom--she has diabetes and i have alot of her traits. I'm afraid i will get diabetes too. The diets never really work cuz I don't drink enough of anything sodas, juice, or water. I probally drink 2 cups of anything a day. I got really despreate and so I started not eating as much and throwing it up. My mom found out so I said that I was sick and couldnt stop it I then began to do it more. My mom took me to the emerency room several tmes cuz she thought I couldnt help it indeed I could. That was 2 months ago and now I look back and I see I threw up for a month eating nothing--dr after dr--I.V after I.V--blood taken after blood taken--even a surgery! Doing this for nearly 2 moths finally I made myself have a ulcer from all the stres of this. I don't know why I did it and somtimes I still do it again cause I try diets and I don't know what's wrong w/ me or the best way to stop this! PLZ HELP! THX!!