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From Brittany, Age 17

Ht. 5'5", Today: 221 lb - Oh man, where do I begin.... I've been overweight for just about all of my life. I'm 17 now, 5'5" and 221 pounds. I have been so depressed lately because of my weight. I have been second guessing friendships because I'm afraid they dont like me for me.. and it's just getting worse. I want more than anything to have a companion. Someone I can talk to and go to whenever I need something. People are just so shallow sometimes. I am sick of guys judging you.... it seems like girls have to have PERFECT bodies in order for guys to even look at them. I know there are guys out there that aren't like this, but I just wish one would come my way. I believe I am a very pretty girl, just my weight is just a huge burden. I have tried nearly everything to become skinny... I have even took diet pills... and those are horrible for your body! I've stopped now, but everytime I eat, I feel guilty and I'm sick of it. I applied for the Ultimate weight loss challange for teens, but I doubt I'll get the spot. All I really want is a significant other really. I want someone to "lean on" Well, this is a great way to get all of my feelings out, thanks for listening guys!