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From Chelsea, Age 14

Hey its me again. Sry I forgot something in my previous post. PLease read and respond. Ok I'm in this senerio where I can't change my thinking. Untill about the last year of my life, I've been known as the 'ugly duckling' U kno I was very big, defintly not attractive and never was told that I was beautiful by anyone outside my immediate family. Well I lost a little bit of weight and am now half my to my goal though I still have a ways to go (35 lbs) People now think that i'm pretty. I've had boys to like me, and people say that I'm not fat (though I have pants that fit that are size 15 in juniors!)OK well I can't get out of the mind frame that I was in over a year ago. I don't know how to change my thinking, not to be arogant, but to fell beautiful and worthy of things that other girls have (Boyfriends, confidence, ect.) How can I change how I feel about myself? does anyone know what I'm talking about? After living over 90% of my life not feeling good about my self, am I supposed to just feel great? this whole confidence thing and feeling worthy has been bugginh my for a while and is too confusing. A little help people! Thanks bunches. ~CHelSea~