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From chelsea, Age 15

Hey guys..I'm 136.5 right now..so I went from 147 to 136.5..which is 10.5 lbs gone..I did get to 135.5 but I screwed up yesterday and I felt really bad about it..But I just decided to forget about my mess up and start over. My mini goal is 135 and then It will be 133. I want to get back on track..Instead on dwelling on gaining a pound..I need to focus on the fact that I lost 10. Starting tomorrow I'm going to start exersizing a lot again and make smarter food choices this time around. And drink a lot of water. I have been homeschooled basically all year..and I went to school today to take HSA testing or whatever it was..but my old friends just kept ignoring me and stuff..I use to be like 110 pounds ( I'm 5'1" just to let you know )..so now I guess I'm not good enough..I'm not going to lose weight for them..but It sure does hurt when one of them has been my best friend since 3rd grade. I feel like my weight has ruined everything..and please dont say that they arnt worth worrying about anyway..cuz I already know that..but it still hurts. I know that someday I will be small again and fit in right..I've just been so lost. I would find new friends but I don't think there's anybody out there that could match up to the friends I use to have...like Its just to late to make best friends..But anyway..I have no clue what I'm gonna do. I will probably never be 110 again..which is really depressing for me. I have to settle for 120. I'm never gonna be good looking again...No matter what I'll always look worse then I did when I was 110. Well....If anybody wants to talk and stuff just leave you email and stuff. Later