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From abi, Age 12

heya guys i was hoping this could help u and maybe you could help me i was writing an email to someone when i realized that what i was writing mite help you guys toio hope it does love abi it sounds stupid but as i am still at school i cant go to the extremes that i would like to over losing weight i tried to go and se the school nurse a couple of weeks ago but some bullies came up to me and started to pick on me about my weight and asked why exactly i was going to the nurse that knocked my confidence and i wasnt able to see the nurse i was dissapointed sounds like a total lie but i am always on a diet whether i am having a good or bad day i am concious about the calories i am consuming and even when i am binging i am thinking about what i am gonna find to fit into for the two weddings i am going to in september its like food is controlling me its not like i havent addmitted its my fault i am fat...because i have many many times its just that sometimes its like there is a thin person inside me just waiting to come out do you ever feel like that? my mum says i have to control food not let food control me which i guess is a major part of most peoples eating habits we dont wait until we are really hungry we wait untill food decides it wants us to eat it sometimes its strange to think that being fat is all my fault its easy to blame someone else for the way we are and look but at the end of the day it isnt we are all in control of what we eat the amount we exercise and when we eat so when it comes down to it we cant actually lay the blame one somebody else we have to take the resposibility and do something about it our own way lots of love abi p.s if you have any thoughts on this plz post a message and or email me on princessbabe521@hotmail.com xxxxxxxxxxx