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From Claire, Age 16

hi, i just wanna say congrats to everyone for keepin up there dieting/exercising! i no u can all do it...i have a BIG problem...im going to florida (live in uk) in 10 days with and my m8 is comin but im just sooooooooo fat!!! i weigh 9 stone and 13lbs and wear a size 12/14!!! i wanted to be 8 1/2 stone by the time i went on holiday but it has just come round soooo quick its untrue! my friends is just so skinny, she has the perfect body, flat stomach and everything...she keeps saying she is fat but she ant and it always put me down and i feel horrible... i have been stuggleing with my weight for about 6 years!!! and i used to weigh 10st 8 lbs...but im still fat and it dont look like i have lost ne weight...the trouble is that bcos we r going on holiday and we will be sun bathing all the time and at the beech and swimming...i no it im just gonna feel like a beach WHALE!!! i hate my body its all flabby...i dont want to go on the hol now bcos i cant even find a bikini/takini to fit me properly...im gonna look terrible and i no we will be in our bikinis for most of the hol. i dont no wot to do...and some of my clothes dont fit either...which is really depressing and then i dont want to go shoppin in florida which my m8 is lookin 4ward to the most, bcos the sizes r different over there then they r here, and wot happens if all the clothes dont fit, and they r just for skinny people. wot do i do? im just on a low at the mo, i just cant seeem to get out of this mood and i have no one to talk to bcos no one knows or will understand how i feel about my body... its just that i JUST about like my body with clothes on let alone just wearing a bikini!!! i wanna be 8st 1/2 sooooo much but it ant happenin! im gonna try and eat lil as possible from now till i go on holiday! i really do have to try!!!! plz if ne one has ne suggestions about me lookin like a BEACH WHALE! plz leave a comment! x x x ps, u guys out there with all the motivation keep on going!  (Note: 1 stone (st) equals 14 pounds.)