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From Alexandria, Age 14

OMG....My mom is dispicable. It's as if she wants me to fail. I tell her I want to begin a healthy lifestyle complete with eating right and exercise...she tells me I can't go anywhere alone because my neighborhood isn't safe, and yet she wont go walking with me. Then she goes out and buys a bunch of junk food(a bag of chips, lots of soda, cookies, and I can't even count how much chand various kinds of candies we have). When she makes dinner, most of the time she cooks what she knows I have never liked and I dont know how many times I have told her that I odn't like them...and when I odn't eat what she fixes she gets all pissed off at me(excuse my language please)...for example she cookes filet min yons(spelling???.....round piece of steak wraped in bacon[she knows I don't like either red meat nor bacon]and other thins I don't like such as garlic cheese biscuits) she won't let me go over to my friends house, or anywhere for that matter(besides school)...so it's not like I could exercise at their houses(taking animals for a walk that sort of thing)What shall I do?Who should I go to when I want to talk about this kind of stuff(my weight which by the way is around 150 give or take a few pounds)...not my friends(too akward), no one in my family(never in a milion years talk to my brother who loves me and doesv't even live in the same city or part of Georgia)(all the rest hate me...including my mom...don't exactly know why they just always have...maybe it was beacause I never played with any of my cousins when I was litle(by the way the ones who really hate me are bigger than me(aunts kids who got my younger uncles kids to hate me to )(the ones who dont hate me I can't talk to because I don't hsve their nmber and are freakin drop dead gorgeous with not an ounce of fat on them)....I'm soooooo sorry to dump this stuff on you guys but I don't know what to do. adn tonight my mom only fixed garlic cheese biscuits for dinner(whish I previously stated that I don't like...make me feel like I'm gonna throw up)PLEASE HELP ME!!!