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From kathryn, Age 17

Depressed? argh, i know you're not supposed to take the scale seriously, but i just moved, and the scale where i am now says im a whole 4kg heavier then the last scale. Thats lik 10lbs! argh. Ok, i need to go extreme for a few weeks, just to purge my system of all the unhealthy crap that it seems to LIVE on. Working those upper arm muscles, triceps i think--i wish i could have a picture of myself of what i would look like if and when i accomplish all this. Like, my goal is to lose 40 (50?) pounds, but who knows, maybe ill look great if i just lose 20 and tone up. I wish i could know!! I guess what prevents me from NOT eating the chocolate is that i have no real proof that if i deprive myself, it will pay off. hmph, well, starting tomorrow, im into deprevation mode. Just so the crazy anna seakers on this site dont freak out at me, what i mean by deprivation is simply not eating what i normally eat, i.e. cocolate, soda, juice, processed crap. And no need to say it, il stay well above 1200cl, in fact, i dont think im capable of stayign below that...