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From Natalie, Age 14

I USED TO LIVE IN POLAND. AND AS I WAS YOUNGER I WAS REALLY SKINNY AND I DIDNT EVEN CARE HOW I LOOKED BECUZ I JUST WANTED TO HAVE FUN!I WAS REALY FAST AT RUNNING AND COULD DO ANYTHING! CLIMB THE TREES AND ALL THAT KIND OF STUFF!BUT UNTIL I WAS 9 YEARS OLD ME AND MY FAMILY HAD TO MOVE TO AMERICA SO MY PARENTS COULD GET A JOB.EVER SINCE I MOVED HERE MY LIFE REALLY SUX.I HATE THE WAY I LOOK! AFTER ABOUT 1 YEAR AFTER WE SETTLED IN USA I GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT!AND EVERY NIGHT I WOULD CRY AND THATS WHEN I STARTed CARING ABOUT MY BODY!I COULDNT DO ANYTHING! NOW I SUCK AT RUNNING AND OTHER STUFF. PEOOPLE MAKE FUN OF ME AND I JUST WANNA KILL MYSELF CUZ OF MY WIEGHT. I AM NOW 14 AND WEIGH 160LBS AND I TRY MY HARDEST TO LOSE WEIIGHT! BUT I JUST CANT DO IT. SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA CUT ALL MY FAT OUT wit a big knife SO BADLY. I NEVER FELT THIS WAY UNTIL I MOVED HERE! I REALLY WANNA LOSE WEIGHT SO PLZ IF ANYONE COULD JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO EVERYDAY TO LOSE AROUND 20 LBS IN 2-3 WEEKS EMAIL ME: sexxiilollipop@yahoo.com please email me and tell me what i should do to lose wieght and not gain it back!!!! i luv u guyz alot