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From jenilea, Age 14

Ht. 5ft8, Wt. ?? - hey, im new here and here's my story- iv always been tall for my age and up until i turned 12, i was always skinny too but when i started highschool all these new ways of getting junk food became available to me and in 2.5 years ive went from 5ft5-112lbs to 5ft8-150lbs!!! yeah i know my height has changed aswell but that is a lot of extra weight for only 3 inches and i also know im actually in the healthy weight range for my height but i am honestly not happy with my body!! i want to lose weight for me not for anybody else but i find it so hard to stick to a diet because i am a SERIAL binger. none of my family support my wanting to lose weight because my mum is a nurse and she she says im a healthy weight but im soooo not!! i look in the mirror and i feel physically sick just looking at my body, i turn guys down when they ask me out because i dont want anyone near my body, im OBSESSED!! i really need help but i dont want to go to the doctors because nobody knows about this but the problem is even though im dieing to lose weight, the more i try the more i binge, the more weight i put on, the more i want to lose and the cycle keeps going! i dont know what to do because i cant stick to a diet and im not going to starve myself cos i know how bad that is for you but it is actually making me depressedm sometimes i cry when i walk past a mirror!! somebody PLZ help me i dont know what to do! wb plz xx