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From joanna, Age 15

Ht. 5'2, Wt. start:195 now:189 - im not sure if thats the right weight but ill find out saturday... or tommoro uf i want... i am seriously so tired of being fat, i no thats not completely right just to put it out like that but thats is how i feel, i have no determination, and no get up and go, my life consists of wakink up late of course gettin ready so fast that i look even more like sht, goin to school, barely bein able to stay awake, barely passing some of my classes and some i do good in, i come home after my mom does her runnin around, and either watch tv or go on my computer, and eat too.. i am so sick of eating. i wish i could at for eating and not for the taste, because the things that taste the best are the worst for me, i am so deppressed about everything, and yes i am depressed so plz dont comment me sayin im only 15 and i cant be that bad. my friends are too absessed with their boyfriends to pay attention to me anymore. i feel the only one i have is my mom, i wanted to get down to 10 lb goal by march 23 bc im goin to florida to see my gpop(he is very critcal) well if i am 189 i have 4 lbs to go, but should i mention that i have been trying to loose this 10 lbs for almost a year.. i need advice please leave comments or ill just keep reposting this until u do... im not on my computer so the lil number might be different, also i was wondering if any body knows a way to meet new people, like i go to catholic school and its small compared to public schools and i want something to do outside of school with new people who are in my situation kinda... sry this is so long im desperate