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From Tasha, Age 16

Ht. 5'4, Wt. 147 - Hey there...this is only my second day being on here. Im really excited because i never knew there were sites like this out there. I feel relieved to know that there are people that i can talk to that are going through this too. Some people may look at my weight and say "no big deal" but i have two really bad knees and will have to have both knees replaced by the time im 25 and i cant move very much without getting very tired and out of breath. My unhealthy eating has caused my skin to go nutso on me. I am starting a stimulant today for my schooling and so i can focus clearly on life. One of the side effects are decreased appetite which is great because i have the tendency to eat all the time. i can watch a show on tv and every single commercial i am getting up to eat something else, not snacks but like whole meals every commercial. Its not that i am hungry its just that i need something to do. i am going to take up quilting soon and see if that will help with my boredom issues. If i havent mentioned yet...im homeschooled which means i am home ALL DAY mostly by myself. Oh and i dont like the taste of water so what should i drink instead? my ultimate weight goal is 115-120lbs which is about 30lbs. I need to do this for my health and for my self-esteem. I really want to feel good about myself. I dont want to be self-conscious when i sit down and i dont want to hate swimming just because everything shows when i put on a swimsuit. If anyone would like to be my MM please contact me @ TashaSue06@gmail.com. thank you so much