~ UP'S AND DOWNS ~

Just last year a whole lot happened to me. I found out I had type 2 diabetes. I was shocked. I was so sad about it too. For once it my life, someone had laid down the law that I couldnt eat that cupcake or I had to leave the party early cause I would be tempted to eat the cake. I had to lose 20 pounds or else I would get really sick..... thats what the doctor told me. Again, I was sad. So I prayed and wished really hard that it would just go away! To give me a second chance and I wouldnt mess up. So, I got that second chance. I lost that 20 pounds. I was 120 pounds at age 11 and then I got down to 100 pounds in 4 months. I felt so good about myself. So good. Then by Chirstmas, the docter said I was good, and I could have some sweets now. But that was a bad mistake. Now, I am 12 years old and 120 pounds. I look good... but not as good as I did before. So, I am still trying to lose weight. But it seems harder the second time and I have food addiciton. But with these ups and downs.... I WILL GO DOWN!