~ I'M MARIA AND THIS IS MY STORY~XO ~

Hi, I'm Maria, sixteen and fat. :(
I've tried diet pills & everything. I gave up. everyday at school feels like hell. kids always make fun of me. nobody understands my feelings at all. I usually go home and cry. I think this is not fair. this is my body, people have no right to tell me what to do with or make fun about it and they can't make me feel bad about it. my parents hate my body as well. they said I'm too fat and they insulted me. I want to be pretty, I want to be skinny. I once tried to kill myself :( I want to be happy. I think I can be happy if people don't make fun or make me feel bad about my body. everyone deserves to be happy. all of my friends are skinny, they look great. I wish I could look like them. I don't feel like I belong anywhere, I don't fit in. I don't need your help, I just want to explain what I'm feeling. I don't care about my weight anymore. I will try to be happy with who I am and don't give a damn about what the others think. but sometimes it's just too hard. people don't know how I feel inside. they are mean to me. :( being fat is not a bad thing. I think it's okay to be fat if you're happy with whoever you are. xxx