From Ishie, Age 15 - 06/22/05 - IP#: 66.69.219.xxx  Click here to reply  
Does anyone ever feel reckless around food? Like, i'll describe the feeling. I do very well in dieting until midday when i see food i really want. i take a bite. another bite. i stop, and when everyone leaves the room, i cant stop looking at the food. i can like hear my heart beating, not any faster or louder, i just notice it more. i feel like i have the shivers, i stuff my face with the food, it only makes it worse. i keep stuffing, gorging all i can in my mouth, when i realize i just ruined my diet. i eat more, and i give up exercising for the day, because i know i've already ruined my diet. i feel like bursting out crying and i dont feel in the mood to do anything about it. the thought of getting together with friends just makes me feel fatter, grosser, guiltier. I hermit from friends and family for the rest of the day, eating more, crying more, feeling like im going to burst, but i cant stop, i wont stop, something inside me wont let me stop, i lock myself in my room, i fall asleep, and then i get in trouble for everything that i obviously ate, not only with my mom, but with myself and my weight. i think im psychotic. if i'm not, reply, if i am, reply, but really if i am i can deal with it myself. really, just... HELP!
Reply from gianna, Age 15 - 06/23/05  - IP#: 68.44.92.xxx
i know exactly what u mean, once i ruin mi diet on 1 lil thing i say screw it and then i get pissed and i cant stand to be around anybody, and 99.9% of the time i feel unimportant anyway so i say fuk it		 
Reply from Mary-Ann, Age 13 - 06/23/05  - IP#: 67.64.146.xxx
Yes only sometimes when I'm at parties. I heard about this dieting by listening to this cd for thirty minutes and then you can lose your bad eating habits if you want some more details just email me at americanchick242003@yahoo.com or im me at blackstatue42 on aim! I hope the best of luck avoiding food.