From ANN, Age 17 - 07/09/05 - IP#: 68.248.215.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ok, This doesnt have to do with being overweight but i REALLY need help!!! Im so depressed!
I KNOW THIS IS LONG BUT PLEASE READ IT!!!!!
Ok, I have been overweight for all of my life. In 8th grade, it didnt matter i was on top of the world. I got my 1st boyfriend (my neighbor since i was 1) and even after he dumped me after a couple months i was still having the best yr. ever. I had great friends and i was involved in alot of clubs including student council. and i was never afraid to speek up.
Then highschool started. I am now going to be a senior this coming year and for thee last 3 yrs. ive become enemys with alot of friends, im not inviolved in anything nor can i try being. I never speek out or tlk to anyone who isnt my friend. Theres too much pressure for good grades, im fat, ugly, and i have acne i can NEVER get rid of. I scrach myslef when im pissed, which is ALOT. I have constent mood swings and i cry all the time. I just wish i could be the girl i used to be. I cant change the way i am now, its to hard. When someone trys to correct me or tells me that im doing something wrong, i just wanna explode. Also. My neighbore who i used to date who i become friends with after we broke up is now dating a girl who i couldnt hate more. It took me and him a long time to build up our frinedship again and now he wont F*ing tlk to me when he is with her and they are always at my house because his g/f is frineds with my brother. They have been dating for over a yr she is constently at his house and though i grew up at being at his house alot it hurt me alot when his mom said that she was "the daughter she never had" and now to make it worse she just got hired at the place i have been working for a month. I HATE MY LIFE AND I HATE HER. WTF can i do!!!!! ALSO i have tried telling my mom i am depressed but she wont F*ing believe me and she is soooooo annoying and she has my dad eating out of the palm of her hand since they almost got divorced whe i was in 8th grade. I just got off the phone a few minutes ago with my friend and i said i didnt wanna hang out because i am depressed so she hung up i called her back to tell her that i cant f*ing help it and shes all like "other people have bad days too" and went on about her "bad" day. WTF. So i hung up on her. someone help me!
Reply from To Helen From Ann, Age 17 - 07/09/05  - IP#: 68.248.215.xxx
this isnt what highschool is supposed to be like!!!		 
Reply from GORDITA, Age 13 - 07/09/05  - IP#: 66.69.169.xxx
girl...i feel you.im goin to the 8th grade.see im not so depressed but i feel sad and mad and pissed and a whole bunch of stuff that has happened to me pops in my head and i feel all my aunts talk about me and my older cuzins.i have plenty of friends but i know how you feel. you feel like you are tearing up inside right?well i did scratch myself but i did worse after...i cut myself soon enough.you feel that might be the only stuff to take it away and you are trying to see if it hurts as much as you hurt inside.ive been there and im only 13.your older.im young and im already going through the stuff and i hold my feelings inside but you need to talk to some one before you are in the world alone.stop cutting yourself.i locked myself in my cuzins bathroom before and i almost killed myself.i scared them and they told my older cuzin.i have people who cant live without me that i thought wouldnt understand.think about the people and not justt yourself.i scared my 4 yearold brother and how do you think everyone would feel if you died.you might think the wouldnt care but trust me they will.just find someone to talkl to.it will help.just try to get help. do it for me becuz i never got help and i think about doing it but dont.the girl who feels your pain,jennifer aka gordita		 
Reply from Helen, Age 17 - 07/09/05  - IP#: 67.169.162.xxx
Welcome to high school... and the teenage years		 
Reply from Elizabeth, Age 14 - 07/09/05  - IP#: 68.89.159.xxx
it sounds like u need some meds. call ur docter and talk to him/her about ur depression.